Every night I think about how it's gonna be. Wondering if my life is full of hopeless dreams. What if my future holds isn't what I want. Thinking if these things will come back to haunt. There it goes now. Once more now. Gotta live life on my own. For now it seems like I'm on the right path. Living life to the fullest and not to the half. If I keep going I'll make it some day. Right now there's gotta be some other way. But now it's too late to change things. Gotta live life on my own. And maybe I'll feel better, in nice and sunny weather thinking about the days of my past and I know, I'll take some time away, yeah, back to another day. I wanna get wasted, until I can't even taste it. And I don't wanna think about how things were back then. I just wanna know where I'm going now. And now. . .Everyday I try to do. Everything to get myself through. And I know these rules must bend. To escape these constraints of dead ends.